Ku Ke Udara Lagi

tumultuous, the past 2 weeks. finally finished CELTA. finally i had a great grammar lesson - used Legally Blond's courtroom scene to teach reported questions. planned a speaking-skills lesson based on alanis morissette's You Learn for my final teaching practice on the second last day of the course, but didn't manage to carry it out.

because i lost the baby.

i was inconsolable that day, but together with The Hasbern and ilhan, we got over it. biologically it was perhaps for the best, and besides, Allah is All-Knowing and All-Wise. He knows what's best. ada hikmah di sebalik segala apa yang berlaku. alhamdullillah it didn't happen with all the big shebang that i always hear of - no pain, no blood melimpah-limpah. it just went away quietly.

wallahu'alam.

so i missed the last 2 days of course, and Paul assured me that it's perfectly alright. the tutors have been fantastic in their support. alhamdullillah. i have 2 interviews coming up next week. insya Allah, things will go according to His plans.

i've been spending the past few days with my sayangs. took Ilhan to the mall on friday. it was the school hols so they had a The Mermaid road-show for kids. Ilhan was all excited, until the show started. he kept his head done and looked everywhere but the stage. "Apa hal budak ni?" i thought.

"Kenapa ilhan? Kenapa tak nak tengok?"
"Kakak tu tak malu. no shame."

He was referring to the very-toned mermaid who had only red flowing hair and a 2-shells-shaped-bra to cover her boobs apart from the tight tail-costume covering her bottom half. he didn't want to watch anymore so we went off.

!!!!!!! alahai baiknya si ilhan harith ni...ahaks. please stay this way sampai besar ok baby?